Slight waves of euphoria rushing over me.
I forgot that I was listening to anything, or what I was doing. So being hungry was an annoyance. And I now believe that is truly what I want out of psychedelics. All the bad things in it. Enough that it will blow your mind, but not too much as it is rough on the stomach.
It was cool though. To love one thing requires hate of another almost. Are they really that trippy? I read a lot of trip reports before consuming them and a lot of people did not have good experiences, so I was going into this a little nervous.
This post will detail as much of my experience that i am capable of putting into logical sentences. Conclusion The experience was overwhelming, interesting, full of excitement, happiness, joy and fun. On the way back my limbs started feeling heavy and walking became arduous. Overall I was very sick during the experience. Soon, no matter where I looked everything turned into a kaleidoscope of eyes. I smashed them to bits in a bag and chewed the seed matter.
I then chugged along with some tea to avoid the coke.
The second I closed my eyes, There were intense visuals. I imagine this is how animals experience time. I expected to puke, as I have vomited every time I've tried these seeds, so I sign out and lay to rest on my bed. When I got up to walk I felt like my legs were extremely sore, and my arms too. OR fully give in to the substance, maybe this is what enlightenment is like? Problem was, i drank them with lots of regular water, and the chlorine even in bottled water kills most of the substance.
Soon, no matter where I looked everything turned into a kaleidoscope of eyes. The come-up was very long, effects started to arise after like hours. Unfortunately I didn't have any, and I really wish I could have tried this. But I felt as if I were given this gift from this experience, and now it is time to digest it. I expected to puke, as I have vomited every time I've tried these seeds, so I sign out and lay to rest on my bed.
Objects far off were woobley. I stared at a candle I lit, and it was incredible, it would shift fast, and then just slow down completely. The first 30min or so I was hanging out on the chatroom -hipchat.
Very interesting if hard to describe. The pain becomes almost unbearable, so I decide to smoke a quick bowl. Weed I felt was a great guide for a good trip and helped my stomach pain. Grind the seeds in a coffee grinder, then soak them in purified water not tap water for 24 hours. At the same time I was happy and peaceful, euphoric and calm, energized and relaxed.
For whatever reason I wasn't freaked out, but I took out my ipad, and for what felt like 3 hours, I would just chant these lines in my head and write them down on my iPad. At PM I was able to drive and operate like a sober but didn't fully felt like one. I looked ghostly in the mirror. I also took an advil before the trip and after to help with this. I was thinking, I wonder if this is how insects see, like a flies eye, and maybe flies see in higher dimensions.
Normal, painless. You never appreciate life more than after such a dreadful experience. After I chewed and swallowed the seeds matter, I then decided to consume 5 more seeds sublingually To experience more of a trip with less nausea. The come-up was very long, effects started to arise after like hours.
Seedlover: Giant lizards bowed down to me as they marvelled in my strength to open each and every jar in my fridge. What seems cool at first can quickly become a nauseating nightmare that goes on for hours. When I got up to walk I felt like my legs were extremely sore, and my arms too. This at least softened the exterior "casing" of the shell, the skin, which is usually the most toxic part of the plant if the seed is treated. We walked about ten minutes to the local wildlife park. Folks should take enough but not too much.